Subj: Coming Attractions
Date: 12/22/2000 3:00:47 PM Eastern Standard Time
From: se7en@emailshows.com (The Search For John Doe)
To: drivingmrspacey

To: Profiler
From: John Doe
Subject: Coming Attractions

Envy: Discontent and ill will over another's advantages, possessions, etc."Wrath is cruel and anger is outrageous; but who can stand before envy?" Proverbs 27:4

I must admit what God knows: that sometimes I am forced to chastise myself severely for the sin of envy. My road is a lonely solitary one. How often have I walked down quiet streets at night and seen the families and the couples together in the lamplight of their evening meal. How I look at normal men with their briefcases and earnest eyes, hurrying home to those meals. How I look at you in your safe happy life-ignorant of even your own venal sins-and long to take your happiness as my own, or at least to smash your happiness and make us equals.

Envy is MY test, the special challenge I am set with. Tonight I will neither eat nor use the bathroom nor sleep in chastisement. My small lash at the ready.

Subj: The End and the Beginning
Date: 12/27/2000 12:50:43 AM Eastern Standard Time
From: se7en@emailshows.com (The Search For John Doe)
To: drivingmrspacey


To: You
From: John Doe
Subject: The End and the Beginning

I've enjoyed corresponding with you so much. But it's time for me to return to work--to the work which allows me no rest or companionship. I'll see you on the other side.

I did not choose. I was chosen. If it seems as though I attack my work with vigor, so be it. Nothing wrong with a man taking pleasure in his work.

By the way, when I said I admired you... I meant what I said. I do admire you. I want you to know, I wish I could have lived like you do. I wish I could have been a normal person like you. I wish I could have a simple life.

Are you listening to me? I'm trying to tell you how much I admire you...and your charming companion.

It's surprising how easily an amateur hacker can get intimate details about a person who interests him.

Perhaps we'll see each other soon, and have an opportunity to continue our dialogue in the flesh. I wish I could say more but I don't want to ruin the surprise.

Until then, I remain,

Yours truly,

John Doe

Page 1 Greetings; Love; It breaks my heart; Listen to Me
Page 2 Anger; Doctor, heal thyself; No Subject
Page 3 First lesson; Italian & German; Gluttony; Sloth; Files
Page 4 Greed; Blowing off steam; Never Quit; Let them  all talk
Page 5 Lust; Monday Night Football; It's working; Pride; 
Solitary; Be ready for anything
Page 6 Coming Attractions

 

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